KING JANAKA’S STORY OF REALIZATION
Royal garden of Mithilaa !
The whole garden was alive
with the melodious songs of cuckoos.
The flowers of various colors
bloomed spreading a variety of fragrances all over, intoxicating anyone who
happened to be there!
But unaffected by all these,
King Janaka walked silently under the shady trees.
His ears did not hear the
songs of the birds; nor did he relish the colorful flowers.
His mind was lost in some
deep thoughts!
He was alone; he wanted to be
alone!
He had sent away the pretty
maidens who always accompanied him to the garden to entertain him with their
amorous sports.
He had sent away the wise
ministers who kept him informed of all that happened in his kingdom regularly.
He felt an unknown depression
eating out his heart.
There was nothing he could
want more than what he had acquired now.
Name, fame, riches- nothing
he lacked.
He was a mine of virtues. He
took care of his people like a father. He was only addressed as ‘Janaka’
(father) by one and all. No one knew his real name.
Scholars adored him; Brahmins
found shelter in him; enemies feared him; elders blessed him heartily; yet he
felt now that his life was unfulfilled.
Something was missing; some
achievement was left over; something he had not bothered to know much! Of
course he had mastered all the sciences that could be mastered and even
intellectually comprehended the subject matter of all the scriptures which
talked about Brahman.
There was no Siddhi he had
not experimented with; there was no text left unstudied!
Then why this sadness, he
wondered!
Exhausted, he sat on a rock
and closed his tired eyes.
He heard some rustling noise
nearby. He instantly turned back to see who the intruder was. But he could not
move. He remained statue-like as if his body was frozen.
He could not even make any
sound.
He just saw a huge lustrous
sphere in front of him. Though some moving shapes could be seen inside that
shine, they were still indiscernible.
And those shapes spoke;
rather sang these hymns.
(Siddhas are not magic-makers; and cannot be seen or
approached by ignorant people of any world. They are Brahman-state itself
existing as pure mind-states. They do not maintain any particular identity.
They can create any identity randomly; and live in any conceived world of their
choice. They remain mostly as conscious space itself as some emptiness which
has intelligence.)
SIDDHA-GEETAA
[1]
We contemplate on ‘That’
which is without perturbations;
which manifests from the principle of Self;
which appears in the intellect
as the ‘experience of bliss’ arising from
the ‘union of the perceiver and perceived’.
{Any
joy experienced outside in the perceived world is nothing but a droplet of the
bliss-essence of Self.}
[2]
Renouncing completely the
‘perceiver-perceiving-perceived’
along with the Vaasanaa,
we contemplate on the ‘Self’,
which is the first appearance seen by the perceiver.
{Ego
or the idea of one’s own existence (Self) is the first appearance, by
renouncing which one remains as the Supreme state of the Self which is without
limitations.}
[3]
We contemplate on the Self,
which lights up all the lights,
which is eternal,
which is the state in-between
the two views of ‘is’ and ‘is not’.
{Self
is the subtle essence of consciousness which perceives all the other lights
which in turn reveal the perceived objects. Self is not bound by the language
wrestling of ‘existence and non-existence’ theories. Self is the state beyond
definitions and explanations. The theories that state that ‘Self is not the
world’ or the ‘Self alone exists’ both are incorrect. The Self ‘is’ the
perceived world like the gem ‘is’ its shine. There is nothing else other than
the Self. }
[4]
We contemplate
‘on that Reality’, (TATSATYAM)
which is everything; (YAHA)
by which everything exists; (YENA)
for which everything exists; (YASMAAYA)
from which everything arises; (YATAHA)
of which
everything exists; (YASYA)
in which everything exists. (YASMIN)
[5]
The letter ‘A’ is the first part;
‘HA’ letter is the last part;
and it exists with endless forms;
it is uttered continuously;
that Self of mine I contemplate upon.
{A+HA+
Resonance (M)-AHAM –‘I’.
This
sound exists as denoting the Self; it exists as the ‘I’ uttered by all that
have self-awareness. All our thoughts are centered on this ‘I’. This ego is
nothing but the Self bound by limitations of space and time ideas.
Contemplating on the Self removed of limitations, one remains as the Self state
which transcends all limitations.}
[6]
Those who seek another god rejecting the Lord
seated in the cave of the heart,
they are after
an ordinary gem,
throwing away the many Koustubha gems (worn by Lord
Naaraayana)
kept in their hands.
{Self
is the other name for Chit which is the source of all that is perceived with
name and form. Gods also come under the perceived category as they have names
and forms. Without trying to realize the Self which is also the essence of
Gods, if one goes after the ‘Gods with form’, he is as foolish as a person who
throws away the wish-fulfilling Koustubha gem already in his hands and picks up
some road-side shining stone; because the Koustubha gem can produce any gem
that one wishes for; Self or Chit can appear as any God one wishes for.
Remaining as the state of CHIT or Self, one exists as the essence of all gods
and other beings.}
[7]
Only by renouncing all the desires, this fruit
(Self-Realization) is gained.
By this (Self-Realization) alone,
the poisonous
creepers of desires get completely uprooted.
That idiot who again binds himself to the thoughts of
the objects,
knowing well
the extreme essence-less-ness in them,
is not a man
but a donkey.
[8]
The snakes named senses should be hit hard
by the ‘rod of discrimination’ again and again
as they keep rising up here and there,
as Indra once hit the mountains with his Vajra weapon.
{Once
the mountains supposedly had wings and were causes of destructions when they
sat anywhere and everywhere without control. Indra cut off their wings with his
Vajra (thunder-bolt) weapon. The senses also similarly act as causes of
destruction because they always are after some object or other without
discrimination. By using the Vajra weapon of discrimination, these senses
should be brought under control.}
[9]
One should bring forth the sacred joy of quiescence.
The mind of the good man becomes
subdued by practicing quiescence.
When the mind is quiet,
then the excellent state arises
bestowing the bliss of the Self forever.
The Hymns were over!
The luster-sphere vanished!
Silence reigned!
King Janaka suddenly felt his body alive and
moving.
He got up excitedly and searched eagerly all over
the garden.
He could find no one.
But he had heard real voices. He had no doubt about
it.
Then as he thought back, he understood what had
happened.
They were not ordinary people.
They were the great Siddha Purushas who wandered
all over the fourteen worlds at their will. They had no distinct forms or
identities. They were realized Sages maintaining vague existences. They had blessed
him by their presence.
Janaka’s eyes were filled with tears!
What great merits of his had brought them to his
earthly garden? And what did they say?
He wanted to think about those hymns sung by the
great Siddhas.
He immediately returned to the palace; climbed the
topmost storey of his palace; told the guards not to disturb him in any way;
and sat there pondering about what he had heard.
Soon
he saw the wasteful ventures of his life and just knew himself as the
Self-state without any limitation of name and form. There was nothing more to
achieve now!
He was now in his original nature of Brahman.
He was all; he was in all!
The world looked like a picture drawn on emptiness!
He just remained experiencing
the bliss of the Self-state.
But soon he was disturbed by
the entrance of his close servant.
Janaka looked at that shape
which was making some sounds. He could somehow understand that he was getting
requested by the servant to attend to his regular duties and get ready to meet
the public awaiting his arrival outside.
Janaka remained silent.
He did not feel like breaking
the silent-state he was in.
He remained with closed eyes
not bothering to respond in any way to the servant.
Who had to go where?
Who had to talk to whom?
When the Self alone was there,
why even bother to move the body which he was not?
The servant was surprised by
the silence of the king.
Sweat formed on his forehead
and a shiver ran thorough his body.
Had he offended the king in
any way?
Should he not have entered
the private room of the king like this?
The servant stood there
silently not knowing how to react to the new situation.
Janaka again pondered in his
mind.
What matters if he moves the
body or not?
The Self-state was not going
to vanish away!
The bliss was not going to
finish away.
Whatever unreal patterns were
around him, he was what he was, the untainted, unaffected Self!
If he managed to move the
physical body, the space-time pictures will vary! That is all!
He would still remain
unchanged!
Why bother what the body
acted out, or the mind perceived; he was what he was, the Self of all!
If as the Brahman he could be
all, nothing would matter if he had to act out the character of the king of
Mithilaa!
He opened his eyes; flashed
an affectionate smile at his servant; got up immediately and followed him to
attend to the regular duties as if nothing had happened.
But something had happened.
All this time he was dreaming
that he was king Janaka.
Now he had woken up yet
continued the dream willfully.
How can a dream affect a
person who is completely awake?!
A smile adorned his face.
[Could Bliss smile?!]
END
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